is love is lovable :)

Sometimes I think that what this love is all about. Why anybody love anybody? & when person is in love they don't hurt anybody, Blah Blah Blah.well for me love is nonsense. I am very impulsive person but people love me. I am very aggressive & in con-try people keep on loving me. sometime people call me very rude arrogant & straight forward & see the irony, then also my friends loves me.i don't understand sometime why love is so important in anybody's life . Now when I see all those people who care for me, who love me I feel very bad & start thinking that who am I & why these people love me. Well I never got any answers from anybody because I can’t listen my praise & by any chance if someone by mistake criticize me then Oh My God, I can’t even see his face, & suddenly I start hating him & don’t want to meet him or her in my entire life J. But my question remains the same that y people love me. I feel very bad sometimes when I rudely give reply & they don't mind & instead of that they say that's ok. We’ll manage. I have seen this in my entire life. So you tell me should I consider myself as lucky person that I got so many good friends in my life that they can't even see a single tear in my eye & trust me when they cry I don't even bother. I know I m sounding selfish but this is what I m. today is a rainy day & it’s been 9 hrs & its still raining & suddenly I felt very sad & went outside & saw the beautiful view. Omg that was so beautiful. Greenery all over, yellow flowers & black clouds are above me, birds are playing & suddenly I don’t know why, I started thinking about my friends & felt very guilty. But I know that doesn't mean that my nature is changed or I will be nice with u all from now. no no no I just want to thank you all for being so patient with me, for loving this stupid friend which I know I m not :).if in my life I had ever hurt anyone then I want to apologize for my stupidity & it may even possible that I don't even know about that but I want to thank all my friends & want to say sorry.

Well that's it for now.i may even be wrong in some places but then also if you are my friend then don't even try to tell me. :) Just wanted to share all this because god has given me heart & I am using it :)

Who owns the Supermacy power in India or say Who owns India?

I know, explicitly and with certainty, that I am not a legal eagle much less a constitutional expert. Yet, as I believe this topic deserves some debate even amongst layman as a matter of being an informed citizen, I venture to put down my thoughts here with the full knowledge that I can be, indeed, highly likely to be taken apart because of what I am going to write.

The preamble to the Indian Constitution says:

We, the people of India … do hereby adopt, enact and give to ourselves this Constitution (my emphasis)

I take this to mean that the people of India have all the powers to do whatever they want with the words of the Constitution (I deliberately made distinct the “words” from the “spirit” of the Constitution, reasons to follow). It is a different matter as to who imbues it with the spirit and further who is the caretaker of the spirit of the Constitution. Could it be the Supreme Court?

For the question to be answered we do need to look at how the US jurisprudence has evolved. It is in Marbury v. Madison Chief Justice John Marshall of the US Supreme Court, at the beginning of the 19^th century, brought forth the idea of judicial review and this may be taken to be the start of defending the “spirit” of the Constitution.Marshall claimed in the judgment that the Constitution means what the Supreme Court says it does, the power of interpretation.

What connection can we make between the Indian and US jurisprudence to assert and claim that the Indian version invests that responsibility with the judiciary? Well, that is why I started with the preamble of our Constitution, to note that it is identical to how the US Constitution starts off in its preamble. It is the power of the people, delegated to its elected representatives on some issues, to the executive on others and to the judiciary on still others, which reigns supreme. On this the ideas of governance of both Indian and the US converge – govern through the provisions of the Constitution.

It is not as woolly an idea as it may appear at first look. By these very words, the Constitution asserts the superiority of the people over the organs of the state, and in a representational democracy like ours, the idea manifests itself mainly and most often through the elected body, the Parliament.

Then, the question to be asked is has the Supreme Court arrogated to itself the responsibility of interpreting the Constitution. The answer is a definite no, at least with regard to the laws passed by the Parliament. The Supreme Court interprets and checks the laws created by the Parliament against the norms set forth in the Constitution. Some one has to be the gatekeeper for the Constitution and Supreme Court is better placed to play that role than the other organs in our system.

But when it comes to amending the Constitution, the tables are turned, so to say. The Constitution is the very essence, the words and the spirit, of our existence and the people are supreme in deciding what it is. The robed nobles on the Supreme Court bench can interpret all they want but shall have no say in writing that document, even amending it. The process of placing the document in the sanctum sanctorum shall be the exclusive preserve of the people, bypassing the gatekeepers, through the mechanisms of its elected representatives. The Supreme Court should stand aside and let the people speak.

True, and I would be the first one to admit so, that the elected representatives have at times not edified themselves by their fork tongued speeches and devious and devilish deeds. But, that is a risk we have taken upon ourselves in full knowledge. The remedy lies in the election process we have given ourselves which has stood us in good stead over the past nearly six decades, notwithstanding the critics’ assertions to the contrary. This is the spirit of our Constitution. The solution lies definitely not in suborning the judiciary and creating unnecessary friction in the functioning of the various elements of governance.

Coming to the process of amending the Constitution, I would like to point out that in the US, neither the Supreme Court nor the President is evoked in the process. If the Congress and the required number of states agree as per the prescribed procedure the amendment is enshrined, no need for the President’s signature even. One cannot have a clearer exposition of the principle of people’s supremacy than this.

It is in the above context I want to write a few words about the ignored part of the recent judgment in the reservations in educational institutions case. Part of the judgment pronounces the validity of the 93^rd Amendment (insertion of Article 15(5)), justifying it in the light of the “basic structure of the Constitution” which in itself is a product of another judgment and is not found in the supreme document itself. That is, this portion of the current judgment itself is valid not less than at one remove. Hence, what is its legitimacy, what is its locus standi, one might as well ask.

In my opinion, the Supreme Court, in the first instance of expounding the “basic structure of the Constitution” and then of interpreting Constitutional Amendments in the light of that judgment is indulging in Constitution writing, a task definitely not assigned to it by the Constitution. If it were to be argued that the “basic structure” doctrine is an interpretation of the Constitution one must remember its provenance, as tortured as it was and far from clarifying.

Writing the Constitution and indeed imbuing it with the spirit, to be interpreted by the Supreme Court, is solely the prerogative of the people.

Tell me about your views?

:)

Sirf saaya nahi wajood mera,
meri bhi ek hasti hai,
koi mujhe meri tarah samjhe is baat ko rooh tarasti hai!!!

I owe you

This is a list
Of what to expect
From me to you

With love and respect
I owe you an ear

Cuz u would always pay attention
I owe you a shoulder

Cuz on yours lies my affection
I owe u a hand

You always helped out
I owe u advice
Of that there’s no doubt

I owe u respect
Of that your full

I owe trust
With my secrets you were cool

I owe you knowledge
You taught me so much

I owe you love
Deep in my heart, you touched

I owe you a friend
Who is honest and true

I owe you my life
Because of what you still do...

Am I alone ???????

WHERE DID IT WENT WRONG :(

Sometimes I sit and stare, where did it went wrong ….I think & hope that life would be fair…nobody seems to get it…they just have no clue…that I can be a friend that is really true…I always feel some kind of strange restlessness…


I'm swimming all alone in a pool of darknessand
I feel like darkness is slowly pulling me under
I yell for help but no one is there to hear it
I begin to see the water at eye level
and I kick and flail
fighting to stay above the darkness
But the darkness won't let go of its hold on me
and I slowly begin to give into the feeling that lies below the water line
the waters starts to fill my lungs
the lungs that once held so much life
yet now they allow the murky water to replace that
I know that this path doesn't lead to happiness
But why doesn't someone grab my handpull me from darkness's grasp?
because no one knows I stand at the boundary
the boundary between light and dark
so I give in to the thing that holds me
All of the strength and all of the courage
that I once held in my heartcan't save me from the water
So I slowly slip below the world of conscientiousness
undetected by the occupants of that world
I don't want to fight anymore
I've given into darkness
Life is a prison,
Oh God let me out.
No one to listen,
To hear when I shout.
Climb the walls of insanity,
Ride the waves of despair.
If I fall it don't matter,
There's no one to care.
Used to wish for a window,
To see birds, trees and sky,
But you're better without one -Stops you aiming too high.
Watching freedom is painful,
For those locked away.
Seeing joy, love and happiness,
Another price that you pay.
Strong is good, weak is bad.
Be it false, be it true.
Your mind makes the choice,
And enforces it too.
Cell walls built by society,
With rules to adhere.
If you breach the acceptable,
You had better beware.
Hide the pain, carry on,
Routine is the key.
Don't let on that you're not,
What you're pretending to be.
Lock it all up inside you,
How badly that bodes.
Look out for that one day,
When it all just explodes.
Leaving naught but a shell,
Base functionality too.
But killing all else,
That was uniquely me.


Recently I listened to one song of “Metallica” unforgiven & I like some line:

“What I’ve felt
What I’ve known
Never shined through in what I’ve shown…
Never be…never see…won’t see what might have been”

Was lost for 3 days…

It was 26th November I was studying as my daily routine & after an hour or so, he came running to me saying mitthu hell yaar Mumbai is again in trap of terrorism…at the same time I thought that maybe it was as before, some blast in taxi or something like that & I started news at my laptop & I was shocked :(

What the hell man…how can these people be so sick that they are firing on road & taking lives of innocent people? I was so frustrated that I can’t tell u. same time I was thinking for those guys who stuck inside Taj, Oberoi & nireman. I immediately imagined myself in their position & got sacred. I must say they are brave. Because if this all happened to me that I am stuck inside I would have died because of fear. I am person without any fear & I can go to any extremes for my challenges that what I use to think before but after that day I got so scared of all this. I watched television for continuously 3 day w/o any gap & cried a lot.

God! How can u be so hard? Why r you taking life of your people like this. People always pray to you for their health & wealth, for their children’s & how can u be so hard that you are not doing anything to save them…these are your people my God please don’t do this. I was feeling so helpless I prayed for continuously 3 days.

On 27th morning I called my mom with fear, I knew that my parents are not in Mumbai but don’t know what forced me to call them…& this call is not daily routine call, this one is panic call. I called & cried & convinced them not to go outside for day or two. I was so irritated & scratched from bottom inside my heart that it was unbearable. I am watching 5 news channels simultaneously. Aaj tak has opened there phone lines for hotel people that If anyone has stuck inside & watching TV…call them & tell in which room they are in. & see what a shit? One terrorist called to that ph number & God what the shit people they are. They are not ready to listen anything. & they are showing their interest in Muslim community…what an F***? No way…they are just killing people & nothing else. Don’t these people know that in India there are more Muslims than Pakistan? & they are not fighting with anyone for any reasons because they love their country & they love people around them.

These shit people they don’t have any religion, cast or anything…& they are talking about Allah…u shit terrorists GOD will never forgive you. That’s 4 sure. I had never listened to that kind of blast voice in real & those non stopping machine gun fires. God! I was broke. Taj was burning, people are dying & blast are still on! Oberoi got in fire, In nireman house ours army use that bajuka to throw that terrorist out of that house. The whole house was shaking when those bloody people are using granite .Oh God! Please stop all this. I am so helpless. I wish I would have joined army so today I am also there to kill those bastard people.

After 54 hours in morning around 8’o clock NSG commandos washed that last terrorist & throw him out of the window. & see that what a strange happiness which I felt that time. One person is dying I feel very relaxed? I am sorry but yes I felt so relaxed at that moment. They all died & what they leave behind is blood, dead bodies, crying relatives, burning taj & at last one child with no mother & father. Don’t u ever think by doing all this u will get heaven. No, u will go to hell u ass H****.

I love my country. I love God & I believe in God. I don’t know Y people say that whatever God do, is right? Can anybody explain me what so good about killing 274 people & making 327 people injured. Don’t these f*** people have humanity & Y cant they feel others pain. They are taking lives of someone’s mother, father, brother, sister. What a crap? Don’t these people live there normal life & let us live ours. But “mission accomplished”.
But all this scenes leaves behind some questions in my mind that how these 22-23 old year guys become terrorist? How & who give training to these people? What there is in that training that they lost love in their life & step out for all this?

I was lost for three days while seeing their determination towards there so called jihad & all that stuff? If they put so much of determination in studying, in business or in their country army that will be more fruitful rather than dyeing like this shit. Don’t they know that after they die there so called guru don’t even come to collect their bodies? Oh man what a crap? And why I am thinking all this because they don’t even understand & who will make them understand because they don’t have name, cast or any identity.

Thanks to our Army, NSG and all those forces who saved us. & will tell you one more thing after mission has accomplished. Media had taken interview & asked one question from an army officer that “Sir is this task is difficult for you, He simply smiled & said ‘ humare liye kuch mushkil nai hota’” Salute to you all brave heart mans, who faced all this for us. Thanks to all the media for your up to date news. & thanks to arnab of times now for such powerful debates that Pakistan minister has just ran away for 15 minutes. Arnab u had done wonderful Job!

I hope this whole tragedy will wake people of India & mostly our politicians. & please lets pray for those souls who lost their lives in all this crap and w/o any reasons. God! Please bless their souls & please don’t let that time come when we Indians & any country can watch this kind of incidents.

Kaash

Kaash!!!!

Kaash ke in hasraton ke pankh na hote
aadat ho chuki hai aapke hone ki par
aapke jaane ke baad hum yu to na rote
Kaash ke in hasraton ke pankh na hote.....

Dil ke tootne par aawaz to zaroor hoti
Lekin un aawazon mein hum khud ko na khote
Kaash ke in hasraton ke pankh na hote.....

Har ek pal, jar lamha ek yaadgaar hai
par un lamho ke bojh ko humesha na dhote
Kaash ke in hasraton ke pankh na hote.....

Unke aane se toh patjhad mein bhi baraste hai phool
par saath ke kaanton ko apne daaman mein na bote
Kaash ke in hasraton ke pankh na hote.....

Tanhai mein bheed dekhi to ghum nahi
Lekin is bheed mein tanha kabhi na hote
Kaash ke in hasraton ke pankh na hote......

Hasraton ne is mukam par la kar khada kiya lekin
Kam se kum rasston ko hi apni manzil na samajhte
Kaash ke in hasraton ke pankh na hote......
Raat ne neende toh kab ki ud chuki hai
Kabr mein toh kam se kam chain se sote
Kaash ke in hasraton ke pankh na hote......

Hansne aur rone ka fark bhoolne ka mann karta hai
Kya hua ki meri hasraton ke par hai
khushiyan toh nahi par unke ghumon mein toh humaare aansoon bhi hote
Kaash ke in hasraton ke pankh na hote........