Was lost for 3 days…

It was 26th November I was studying as my daily routine & after an hour or so, he came running to me saying mitthu hell yaar Mumbai is again in trap of terrorism…at the same time I thought that maybe it was as before, some blast in taxi or something like that & I started news at my laptop & I was shocked :(

What the hell man…how can these people be so sick that they are firing on road & taking lives of innocent people? I was so frustrated that I can’t tell u. same time I was thinking for those guys who stuck inside Taj, Oberoi & nireman. I immediately imagined myself in their position & got sacred. I must say they are brave. Because if this all happened to me that I am stuck inside I would have died because of fear. I am person without any fear & I can go to any extremes for my challenges that what I use to think before but after that day I got so scared of all this. I watched television for continuously 3 day w/o any gap & cried a lot.

God! How can u be so hard? Why r you taking life of your people like this. People always pray to you for their health & wealth, for their children’s & how can u be so hard that you are not doing anything to save them…these are your people my God please don’t do this. I was feeling so helpless I prayed for continuously 3 days.

On 27th morning I called my mom with fear, I knew that my parents are not in Mumbai but don’t know what forced me to call them…& this call is not daily routine call, this one is panic call. I called & cried & convinced them not to go outside for day or two. I was so irritated & scratched from bottom inside my heart that it was unbearable. I am watching 5 news channels simultaneously. Aaj tak has opened there phone lines for hotel people that If anyone has stuck inside & watching TV…call them & tell in which room they are in. & see what a shit? One terrorist called to that ph number & God what the shit people they are. They are not ready to listen anything. & they are showing their interest in Muslim community…what an F***? No way…they are just killing people & nothing else. Don’t these people know that in India there are more Muslims than Pakistan? & they are not fighting with anyone for any reasons because they love their country & they love people around them.

These shit people they don’t have any religion, cast or anything…& they are talking about Allah…u shit terrorists GOD will never forgive you. That’s 4 sure. I had never listened to that kind of blast voice in real & those non stopping machine gun fires. God! I was broke. Taj was burning, people are dying & blast are still on! Oberoi got in fire, In nireman house ours army use that bajuka to throw that terrorist out of that house. The whole house was shaking when those bloody people are using granite .Oh God! Please stop all this. I am so helpless. I wish I would have joined army so today I am also there to kill those bastard people.

After 54 hours in morning around 8’o clock NSG commandos washed that last terrorist & throw him out of the window. & see that what a strange happiness which I felt that time. One person is dying I feel very relaxed? I am sorry but yes I felt so relaxed at that moment. They all died & what they leave behind is blood, dead bodies, crying relatives, burning taj & at last one child with no mother & father. Don’t u ever think by doing all this u will get heaven. No, u will go to hell u ass H****.

I love my country. I love God & I believe in God. I don’t know Y people say that whatever God do, is right? Can anybody explain me what so good about killing 274 people & making 327 people injured. Don’t these f*** people have humanity & Y cant they feel others pain. They are taking lives of someone’s mother, father, brother, sister. What a crap? Don’t these people live there normal life & let us live ours. But “mission accomplished”.
But all this scenes leaves behind some questions in my mind that how these 22-23 old year guys become terrorist? How & who give training to these people? What there is in that training that they lost love in their life & step out for all this?

I was lost for three days while seeing their determination towards there so called jihad & all that stuff? If they put so much of determination in studying, in business or in their country army that will be more fruitful rather than dyeing like this shit. Don’t they know that after they die there so called guru don’t even come to collect their bodies? Oh man what a crap? And why I am thinking all this because they don’t even understand & who will make them understand because they don’t have name, cast or any identity.

Thanks to our Army, NSG and all those forces who saved us. & will tell you one more thing after mission has accomplished. Media had taken interview & asked one question from an army officer that “Sir is this task is difficult for you, He simply smiled & said ‘ humare liye kuch mushkil nai hota’” Salute to you all brave heart mans, who faced all this for us. Thanks to all the media for your up to date news. & thanks to arnab of times now for such powerful debates that Pakistan minister has just ran away for 15 minutes. Arnab u had done wonderful Job!

I hope this whole tragedy will wake people of India & mostly our politicians. & please lets pray for those souls who lost their lives in all this crap and w/o any reasons. God! Please bless their souls & please don’t let that time come when we Indians & any country can watch this kind of incidents.